let’s start with the bad news. it all started last thursday night when we saw the boyfriend - lets call him B, of a very close friend of mine - lets call her A, who was out with another girl. this guy has been known to “date” other girls in the first part of their relationship. we have been telling A to break up with him but she just would not listen. this is all too familiar, who am i to blame her anyway. i’ve been in her exact same position some years ago but that’s another story.
as they say “love is blind”. i say FUCK THAT SHIT! A has been helping out B and his family financially recently and by that i mean paying their bills and this is how he repays her? and they’re not even married! i mean, im friends also with B but damn! he has got to be one of the biggest assholes i have ever known!! we were in a dilemma whether we’re going to tell A or not or how are we even gonna start telling her. so today i got a text from A asking if it was true that we saw B with another girl. how she found out, you ask? B told her so! at least he had the decency to tell her. the nerve! he told her that he’s confused and that he doesn’t know what to do anymore. so A called him up but B would not answer BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING CHESS!! come on!! WHAT A LAME EXCUSE!!! i just want to rip his heart and brain out! what a pig! and what’s worse is that A doesn’t want to break up with him. she’s waiting for B to decide what they would do with their relationship! FML!!! anyway, A and i talked and i gave her my 2 cents about their situation and i just hope she would do the right thing - whatever it is!
Ok, so here’s the very bad news. my grandpa, cousin of my maternal grandfather, was diagnosed with tumor in his left eye (or parts somewhere around it) a few months back. they were here in cebu for radiation and stuff. i thought everything must be ok since after a month, they went home to cdo. but today when my mom and i were texting, she told me that Papa Yong’s (that’s what i call him) tumor had already spread to his brain. he’s only given 4-6 months to live since July. he can no longer see from both of his eyes. i was in a state of shock. my tita recently finished her cycle of chemotherapy for her breast cancer, and now this? that’s not all. my grandma, the sister of my maternal grandfather - yeah, same one, has ovarian cancer too. so imagine my shock as i was comprehending this.
this is what im scared of. all of these are happening to my family and im not even there to support them! this just sucks! big time!
and now im lifting them up to Lord. leaving it all to Him. it’s all in His plans. what i can do is just pray. and hope that whatever His plans are, we can all accept it.
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